When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye 
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry 
You float like a feather 
In a beautiful world 
And I wish I was special 
You're so +++ing special 

But I 'm a creep, I 'm a weirdo 
What the hell am I doing here 
I don't belong here 

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control 
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul 
I want you to notice 
When I'm not around 
You're so +++ing special 
I wish I was special 

She's running out again 
She's running out .... 

Whatever makes you happy 
Whatever you want 
You're so +++ing special 
I wish I was special... 
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo 
What the hell am I doing here? 
I don't belong here 
I don't belong here.